i want to say so many things to people, but my fear returns every time. some of you may not even be familiar with this thing, but a few of you, very few, may be familiar. i don't even know what happened, but i just want to let go of the pain. but i don't know how. i just don't want to continue with this. Yet again, the past repeats itself.
19/1/10 is the day i made a great choice. some one cares for me, and the best thing is, no matter what we've been through, we always support each other, always. i just want to say thank you for all the great times. i remember the night when we told each other about our problems, i remember nerdy guy, i even remember when you were my only friend. i used to write to you all the time. i also remember when i told you to eat more, cause you didn't at all. and then, you did, you gained a few more pounds, you weren't anorexic any more. heck, i even remember nerdy guy. i remember everything mi, minor or major. i love you, you're my bestest freind ever, i would call you half of me, cause that's how much you matter to me. i don't know how many people would read this, and honestly, i don't care if they think i'm obsessed or whatever. saranghae, wa i no ao, ashiteru. remember when i said i'd lose my arm for you? yeah, well, i really will. gosh, i remember the first comment i sent to you. your avii was a picture of dara, and you had japanese all over your profile, a picture of an ulzzang girl, dressed in white, with japanese letters, and i typed, 'What!?!? It's all in Japanese! How can I read it!!?', like the 9 year old i was. later, you became my best friend &i'llalwaysloveeyounomatterwhatpleasedon'tforgetthat. Don't forget me, ne? i swear, i'll take a bullet for you any day.
I quit. This website is full of drama. Seriously, I've had two major losses, last night, it grew to three. I'm sorry, Miracle, AeRa and Nadia. Thank you for sticking by my side, you guys. Well, anyone can talk to me on tumblr, you know.
Anneyong, guys. I'll miss you.