well we've been on and off for three years. he lives in canada.
he's like sixteen or seventeen. we met on here. i fell for him so hard,
and ever since then i've loved everything about him. we went out, broke up four times. three times was my fault then the forth was when he finally ended it. i hurt him a lot and i've spent the past two years apologizing constantly. we email all the time and he takes forever to reply. he used to get so jealous when i went out with someone else but he was fucking some chick named sam. well now hes sobered up and what not and he broke up with sam. i've asked him out over a hundred times probably and he always uses the past against me.
well he used to. now hes like all grown up now and he says "i know you were young and it was both of our faults, secretly i know you'll always be mine" he won't be with me because hes never on and he doesn't want to make me wait. and i said i didn't care. like he makes me so happy and sometimes i feel like i'm too annoying but i'm apparently not. i don't know. if i loose him forever i'll die. like i love him but i am so sick of waiting omg like love me you dumb bitch i've been waiting forever.
anyways i'm going up to quebec next year to meet him, hopefully. i don't even know what he looks like, honestly. idk if i should even go up there anymore. he said he went on rebound for me when we broke up and shit and idk. like what am i supposed to do?
i've dated some other guy on here and he turned out to be fake which is fucking fantastic because thats all i needed. idk. i have major trust issues and i'm territorial.
i just wish a guy could come along, tell me i'm great then treat me right. i don't want perfection just someone that can keep their word, if you know what i mean?
not much puts a smile on this face.
& its about guy, i've told everyone lol.
all i do is complain but yeah. and it's
basically life. moving to a place where
everyone and everything basically sucks
ass. idk. i'm a miserable teenager, lol
nothing new there.
he's like sixteen or seventeen. we met on here. i fell for him so hard,
and ever since then i've loved everything about him. we went out, broke up four times. three times was my fault then the forth was when he finally ended it. i hurt him a lot and i've spent the past two years apologizing constantly. we email all the time and he takes forever to reply. he used to get so jealous when i went out with someone else but he was fucking some chick named sam. well now hes sobered up and what not and he broke up with sam. i've asked him out over a hundred times probably and he always uses the past against me.
well he used to. now hes like all grown up now and he says "i know you were young and it was both of our faults, secretly i know you'll always be mine" he won't be with me because hes never on and he doesn't want to make me wait. and i said i didn't care. like he makes me so happy and sometimes i feel like i'm too annoying but i'm apparently not. i don't know. if i loose him forever i'll die. like i love him but i am so sick of waiting omg like love me you dumb bitch i've been waiting forever.
anyways i'm going up to quebec next year to meet him, hopefully. i don't even know what he looks like, honestly. idk if i should even go up there anymore. he said he went on rebound for me when we broke up and shit and idk. like what am i supposed to do?
i've dated some other guy on here and he turned out to be fake which is fucking fantastic because thats all i needed. idk. i have major trust issues and i'm territorial.
i just wish a guy could come along, tell me i'm great then treat me right. i don't want perfection just someone that can keep their word, if you know what i mean?
damn this is a long ass comment srry.
Posted on: Aug 14th 2011, 5:44:25pm
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Posted on: Aug 14th 2011, 5:27:28pm
& its about guy, i've told everyone lol.
all i do is complain but yeah. and it's
basically life. moving to a place where
everyone and everything basically sucks
ass. idk. i'm a miserable teenager, lol
nothing new there.
Posted on: Aug 14th 2011, 5:24:05pm
Posted on: Aug 14th 2011, 5:20:59pm
anti depressants in the world can make me feel good
right now.
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Posted on: Aug 14th 2011, 5:14:26pm
how are you?
Posted on: Aug 14th 2011, 5:13:45pm
and okay. best friend c:
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