what happened? i dumped him three times, turned around dumped the guys that asked me out, went back to him. then he finally dumped me. two years ago this happened. i've begged ever since and it's gotten me "i love you but no" i've said sorry enough to make a thousand paged book.
no. thats not love. love is laughing and being happy then one word fucks everything up and your mad for a few seconds then your other half does something stupid or cute and you laugh again and kiss.
this is distance and i don't care what anyone says, it does ruin a relationship. all you do is sit and
imagine them here, all the things you'd do, then you snap back into the harsh thing called reality,
the truth that you'll probably never see the person you're insane for and the truth that they are terrified
of being hurt by you again. it sucks so much. and i shouldn't have to stress about it, i just
wish the old days were back.. but the past is where i live and everyones tried pushing me to the present
but they don't help, they tell me "oh be with him" or "oh forget him" it's never strictly honest advice,
it's all "oh tell kait this so she'll shut the fuck up"
& no our son isn't wearing that ^
lmfao i'm kidding.
but not many people take me, obviously.
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this is distance and i don't care what anyone says, it does ruin a relationship. all you do is sit and
imagine them here, all the things you'd do, then you snap back into the harsh thing called reality,
the truth that you'll probably never see the person you're insane for and the truth that they are terrified
of being hurt by you again. it sucks so much. and i shouldn't have to stress about it, i just
wish the old days were back.. but the past is where i live and everyones tried pushing me to the present
but they don't help, they tell me "oh be with him" or "oh forget him" it's never strictly honest advice,
it's all "oh tell kait this so she'll shut the fuck up"
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why can't thinks atleast be normal. fucking shit is irritating.
Posted on: Sep 10th 2011, 5:27:29pm
thinking. and i'm upset again.
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