..>im rose june,my friends call me "kimji" im 17,5'5 in height.
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-=>im not totally a man h8ter but i hate them cause thier fuckin
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MISSING

cant you hear me calling out to you
every hour, every minute..entirely
synchronized with my breathing and
heart beats..

do you know me at all?
do you have any idea what you're doing
to me?

i love you.
i f*ck*n do.

how will i pick myself up and when?
for a couple more days?
you're not even here.
you hardly lemme know you're alive.

you might as well kill me.
coz you are killing me.

uncertainty
makes me cry
makes me happy
am i just a toy?

something you can get when you need it
and want it
something you can get rid of when
you're sick and tired of playing it?

i have feelings too

isn't someone missing me?
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?





HE DOES'NT KNOW WHAT I FEEL
coz i never told him.

he should know that I need him.

he should know that I miss him.

it breaks my heart when i only get one small text msg from him.

it should have been enough to make me happy right?

but it's not the same anymore.

things have changed..

did he change?

what is he doing after work?

i don't know.

i cant ask him.

am i just paranoid?

can he still recognize me?

does my voice have the same ring in his ear?

does my name still have the same effect on him?

does he know me at all?

it's hard asking myself all these questions which I never get to ask him.

im just deeply hurt. he doesn't know. i never told him what I feel.

im really in pain. he doesn't know. i never told him what I feel.

Am I supposed to be expressive and vocal?

Yes I used to be but it seems like nothing that I say helps. I don't know if even writing this helps.

Can somebody help me? Somebody help me please...