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I will great death... Happily."


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Name:   ~Hollow~Inside~Ranking:   --
Birthday:   1996-08-21Country:   United States
Joined:   2011-04-25Location:   Dead-Zombie Lane ;D
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Name:   ~Hollow~Inside~
Birthday:   1996-08-21
Joined:   2011-04-25
Location:   Dead-Zombie Lane ;D
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ok so this is me, a fourteen year old girl. my names Caroline, call me Carrie. I hate life, I want to die. im going to be one of those few who tell the TRUTH. I have JIA. thats Juvenile idiopathic arthritis. yeah its rare, who cares? i try to act all emo. but i cant cut (hate the pain, yeah i've tried) and gothic does not look good on me. Im blonde and blues eyed. some say im a creep, maybe i am, who knows? I might change. or hopefully ill die. i cry myself to sleep every night. the pain made me once stab myself with a needle, haha bad idea. now i have a crapy scar...i dont swear in real life, but i do on the computer. it helps put my pain out. i act weird sometimes. thats when you know im in pain. so who realy cares? most likely no one but ill let some steam out by writing this. whats below is what i always think of at night...........................


I’m tired of this crap! No one else has it! NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IM GOING THROUGH! My brother is depressed like me, but much worse…. They say. I don’t know, I want to think, no I need to know I have it worse, I don’t want him hurting… I lie to every one now and day. i dont want to inflict pain. I’m living my days as a Zombie inside, I can’t co; I keep the truth from Aja. I just can’t tell them the truth! It would hurt them too much; I don’t want me to life. It’s too hard, too impossible. It’s like reaching the end of the universe; impossible. I am tired but I don’t want to sleep because when you sleep you dream; and that’s not always good.













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