Love is exactly like a rumor;; everyone talks about it but nobody really knows.

Okay;; here is my story. My name is Beckie and i just turned 15 on the 21st of February. I am a hard person to get to know, thats only because I've been wronged so many times by the people closest to me. Therefore I put up a big wall, not to block everyone out, only to see who really wanted to get to know me. I don't belive in the word "friends". No matter what you call the people you get along with, everyone stabs you in the back at some point, to keep these people after they do this is to realize how bad they hurt you. You have to realize who's worth the pain. I'm pretty good at that, if I don't let my wall down for you, it's cuz I feel like you can't be trusted. My trust is something that is hard to get and impossible to get back if you hurt me to a certain to degree;; which is hard because I'm tough, I've been through a lot. I am very different from everyone else. You can consider me to be under the lable of "emo" but that is only a LABEL. That doesn't mean you know every aspect of my life and you never will. I'm a crazy type of girl, I love music, that is my passion; my music selection goes from Britney Spears to Eminem. I love skulls they are amazing. I love quotes, i keep a book of my favorites. I also love smiley faces and hearts like this one <3 . I haven't found "love" yet;; I'm still waiting for my fairy tale because I am going to wait. I'm not going to throw around the words "I love you" because it can do damage. I'm going to be real about it too. Thats another thing about me, I'm very direct, I will tell you what's going on in my mind. I'm very opininated;; especially about gay'bi people, I am very supportive and will make sure the world knows that. and about labels;; i know i labled myself, but that is just to save people's time. I will go crazy and tell you exactly what i mean if you step over the line. Thats about it for now, comment me if you have any questions. <3 Beckie