Walking a long road
waiting for this problem to stop
but it just started
threes nothing I can do
but just stay in my room
all alone in my closet
where I know I’ll be safe there
but now I got up
took a stand
and started walking this road alone
I’m tired of being strong
I’m tired of pretending that threes nothing wrong
I’m just tired
now I’m walking all alone
for someone or something to save me
wish it was the way it use to be
but we can only go forward
never backward
even if we wanted to
threes nothing us kids could do
but just to pretend were ok
if you really open your eyes
you will see the problem

walking this road
trying to find happiness
In this messed up world
You leave me alone
You leave me here unloved
You leave me faith less
“why!!” I scream
“you can love me one day but hate me next!!”
“why are you playing tricks with me!!”
I yell louder
A tear streams down my cheek
As I’m ready to fall
“I don’t want to be strong any more” I whispered
“just leave me here”
I fall to the ground
Weak and ready to die
“you promise me the world is this what you had in mind?”
As I try to find the strength to get up
To keep on walking
I fall again
as I get up and stay up
I go back in my room
In the closet I once new
And stayed there all alone
In the darkness

I love to write, and write poems.
I love music its a big part of my life
music explains the pain of whats in the inside of what where hideing
why we explain whats on the outside pretending nothings wrong