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So, all of them are on xxconfuzledxx. (Under idol.) Hello, Love. I'm CourtneyMarie, but call me ZoeMarie(:
I’m complicated, yet simple. I’m not the same girl I used to be, I’ve done a lot of maturing lately and have learned a lot about myself. I’m shy if I don’t know you, but once I do I can get pretty crazy. Last year ended horrible, but I plan on make this next year the best so far. I’m not who I want to be yet, but I’m working on it. I forgive, but never forget. People always tell me I’m too nice. I always seem to care for those who care the least for me. I don’t give up on people easily; I give people too many chances. I’ve always seen myself as a “glass half empty” kind of person, but lately I’ve realized that’s not true. I can be emotional at time, but I hate drama. I’ve a lover of random things and tend to make simple situations awkward. I’ve learned I have amazing friends who would do anything for me, who’ve I’ve neglected in the past. I plan on changing that. I’m gonna make something out of this life, or at least have fun trying. I'm a Christian. I'm not a "shove it down your throat" kinda girl, though.
Don't judge me by beliefs, I won't judge you, 'kay?
Don't be afraid; I won't bite hard ;D xoxo sincerely,
ZoeMarie.
What I want to accomplish in life:
-Date a guy in a band ;)
-Go to millions of concerts!
-Meet Gerard Way. My ultimate hero<3
-Find true love, again.
-Kiss him in the rain.
-Eat Chinese out of the box.
-Do, say, and think things I told myself I never could.
-Visit Ireland, Italy, England, Scotland, Egypt and Australia.
-Live in New York for a few years.
-Share an apartment with my best friends.
-Look like the person I want to be;
Get a few tattoos and more piercings!
-Be in a play, maybe even a movie :D
-Be a bartender.
-Be a ghost hunter.
-Be a photographer.
-Be a CSI agent, and a criminal profiler.
-Get married, adopt a Chinese baby.
-And live happily ever after<3
One of my idols: <3
Music is my porn.
R.I.P Poppy - ll.ll.08 <3 Dx
You will never be forgotten.
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R.I.P Jake "Skully" - ll.24.08 <3 I love you kid,
A guy as wonderful as you can never be forgotten.
(He is under lover.)
OH, one last thing: HANNAH IS MY BESTFRIEND,
and if anyone even thinks about hurting her, I'll crush ya face. KAY? <3
(She would be under lover by Jake.)
OKAY, so I need advice of a good book to read?
I have millions in my "to read" pile,
but at the moment they just won't fit good into my life. Here is the thing: I need something without any mushy fight for love crap.
Particularly, something not with a happy ending.
Not even they love each other but can't be together.
Something completely horribly crushing where you're crying all of the pages.
Something where you're like.. WTF did I just read that? It made me depressed,
I want to rip this book into tiny pieces. However, I'm not meaning a terrible excuse for literature.
Just a very disheartening story line and characters, ect.
Yes, that is want I want.
Any ideas? - Yes, strange I know.
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Maybe he's only acting like this because of what's happening to him right now? I don't know, I always thought guys were straightfoward and shiz. Unfortunately, some act like little sissy's who can't make their mind up. He deserves to be forgotten. Find someone wayyy better. Plenty of fish in the sea!
About the book thing..do you mean a thriller type of book?
Tons of short stories about some love, some mystery, some fucking scary.
Here's a horror book. It has some stories of lovers having sex and they are zombies, etc.
These stories made me say WTF too many times. Due to some being disgusting, interesting and mind blowing. But I don't know your taste so..good luck on finding a good book.
Also this vampire-romance book has bitchy vampire girls who sort of fall in love with other vampires. But the love stuff isn't really spotlighted in the story. Finding their team member who got kidnapped is the main concern.
My favorite book of all time. :-)
Wow, I'm so sorry. I hope you get over him. Maybe moving on is the best thing. Chances are there are better people in the world for you because you should know you deserve better. Maybe he'll realize this but it'll be too late because you'll be with someone way better!
Hm, right now I'm about to watch the new episode of Family Guy. Are you going to watch it?
Your boyfriend..or friend needs to make up his mind. I hate waiting on things. You probably do too. Maybe move on if he won't make up his mind in a few months. I know he probably needs you there with him right now. Maybe he'll change his mind if you act like he's your whole world for a while? He'll maybe realize he'd be an idiot if he decided on you guys being just friends.
ahh thts such a shame :( i noe how it feels o hav ur heart broken. i went out wiv a boy 4 almost 9 mnths nd i was so in love wiv him nd he dumped me nd it was so upsetting, for nights i cried myself 2 sleep nd woke up crying. it took me lyk 5 mnths 2 move on but im soo glad i did. i love my new bf.
(We've known each other for four years now and have been going out for almost two. I'm not one of those girls that would be acting like that for only dating like three months. Lol. Girls like that annoy me.)
Wow, this probably sums up on why I like you. I hate those girls too. Always saying 'I love you' on the first day or some shit. Crazy.
Anyways, your relationship is probably going to work out. He should be lucky he has someone who's by his side with this problem he has right now. I remember dating my best friend who I've known for over 5 years but I ended it because he's really old. Unfortunately, he's still in love with me and I really want my best friend back. Grr.
About the book thing..do you mean a thriller type of book?
Tons of short stories about some love, some mystery, some fucking scary.
Here's a horror book. It has some stories of lovers having sex and they are zombies, etc.
These stories made me say WTF too many times. Due to some being disgusting, interesting and mind blowing. But I don't know your taste so..good luck on finding a good book.
Also this vampire-romance book has bitchy vampire girls who sort of fall in love with other vampires. But the love stuff isn't really spotlighted in the story. Finding their team member who got kidnapped is the main concern.
My favorite book of all time. :-)