just another girl. i'm extremely pale and hate doing anything during the daytime...so i guess you could say i 'only come out at night' i have blonde hair and grey eyes. i'm 17 but i still believe in fairies. i love rock music and can not stand hip hop crap music or anything in the likeness. my best friend moved away.
oh, and here's some crappy poems by me:
'My Withered Heat'
I haven't any talents,
No brain
And no beauty,
But the heart that beats within,
Every purity pumped through me,
Tries to demolish the blackness
that taints my every pulse.
And
Each time it twitches,
I feel it struggle more and more,
Because this hell we call life
Is forcing through innocence' doors.
'No ones getting out alive'
Back into the darkness
I close my eyes
I hate my self again
Why won't this darkness,
Ever end?
I can't stop it
Fight it
Nothing changes
Temporary light
Shines on my face
But never penetrates the blackness
Can nothing save me?
Even when I'm happy I'm sad
And I can't change the way I feel
Though for a few days I thought I did
Yet nothings different
I'm back in my cold place again
'no name'
Don't talk to me!
I want to be alone
Don't look at me!
I wish to be invisible
Please, just leave me alone
If only for a day
Today I don't want to talk
Today I wish to think
I wish to discover how I feel
But with you buzzing
Words of joy in my ears
You numb my thoughts
And make me pretend
Just for you I make believe
Think nothings wrong with me
And keep telling your self it's true
But don't talk to me'
Because I don't want to admit
How much I despise you.
'Child of a Rape Victim'
You may look at me
And think a disgrace
A mistake made in heaven
When God was looking the other way
My dear poor mother
Forced to have me
The best option to abort
But why abort me?
I am no mistake
God has a plan, you see
For he never looks away
And only sheds tears
For his poor children
And the decisions they have made
So can't you keep me?
Or just send me away
Why is my life any different?
Is it of less value than yours?
All because I'm the bastard child of a rapist
I am not important
And even some of the most conservative
Think it justified, I should die
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