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I lost both my Parents when I was very young, so spent most my youth in foster homes and with Parents of Friends that would take me in for awhile. My Mother killed herself and my Father died of Lung cancer. My older half-sister also killed herself. I am 50 now and have lost all of my irl friends, all of my Family and 2 of my 3 sons. I Do still have my Husband and my youngest son (23). All that keeps me going is my youngest son ... When he was 9 he was diagnosed with Cancer (Leukemia). We were told he had maybe 3 weeks to live, his white blood count was 3 when he was admitted to hospital. I lived with him at the Hospital for a year. Of all the Children we met during that year on the cancer ward my son is the only one that lived! He said he fought to stay with me, so I have to fight to stay with him. It's so hard though, my heart is shattered, can never be whole again, and nothing can ever fix it! I will not take my own life (I lost too many friends and loved ones that way) but I will welcome the day The Lord decides it is time to take me home and I will see all my lost loved ones again.
I have both Fibromyalgia and Rheumatoid Arthritis. Even with treatment my condition has become worse over the past year, and especially the past few months. This is the reason I do not usually take requests. Click to Learn about FibromyalgiaClick to Learn about Arthritis
Both sets of my Grandparents
My Great Aunts and Uncles
My Aunt Dorthy
Nana
Lori
Patty
Dotty
Molly
Teiris
and the most missed, My two oldest sons
I love to collect these funny animated kitties then when I am feeling sad I can come here so they make me smile.
