ATTENTION.
I have completely remodled myself.
like i do all the time.
except this time...
I'm pretty sure I'm staying the same for a while.
no more fighting. no more judging. no more hating people. no more lies.
those are strict guidelines i live by.
i will not have a real fight with you.
I will not judge you.
I will not hate you.
I will not lie to you.
I am going to live my life to its fullest.
I am not going to waste my time worrying over little things.
I have a million and two life goals to accomplish.
and I only get one lifetime to do it in.
I am loud.
I am random.
I am funny.
I am wierd.
I am different.
I am orignal.
I have the looks of a fifteen year old.
I have the outlook of a twenty year old.
I have the pantience of a two year old.
I have the life experience of an eighteen year old.
I have the sexual mindset of a sixteen year old.
I have the personality of a six year old.
and I would never change it.
=).
omg you remind me of me so much what u wrote is something i would have written when i was 15!i just want to say you shouldent give all ur heart out like that to just one person. i got my heart broken by someone i thought was the greatest guy on earth(ended up being a jerk!) i became so depressed with low self esteem from 7th grade all the way till the end of freshman with no boyfriend and a few friends id hardly consider any friends i wore black all the time and the suicide part was something i had a lot in mind i felt nothing was ever going to change and people werent going to love me for me. i never thought ive ever meet my perfect guy because everyone ignored me and never noticed me until i met tony and omg he was so handsome and understood me and little by little he helped me out of my depression. just dnt give up you have a long life to live just be patient i knw life suxs sometimes but you shouldent give up on it. love crystal
