Hi. I'm a depressed teen who just had thier heart crushed by thier first love (Who I still love). He tells me he finds me attractive, but only thinks of me as a friend...while everynight, he tells me about how much he loves HER! I want to cry, i want to die... I want him to see how I feel! But- I can't, because I love him... I love him, and he does nothing but hurt me, then trys to make me laugh about it afterwards, or not relize it at all, while I'm sitting at my desk crying my f***ing eyes out!
Well, it's been a long time now, and I'm over him, but now I'm in pretty much to same thing again. The guy I'm confused about how I feel towards him rejects me, then says its not a rejection, and that he can't reject me because I'm 2 years younger than him! But at least he worries and cares a little. He probably doesn't want to get near me so neither of us will get hurt (Bad family life, sometimes I start crying during clas because of it), if he is like that though, I'd want him to tell me and not for him to just lie and hurt me....
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omg! a guy said the same of me!!! y_y he said i'm beauty but he only want to be my friend!!! he said that (i thnik) couse i cried 4 him (i'm n still doin it!) n well i'm still w8in a guy who likes me n loves me.... u must to do the same kixex.
...I still like te guy, but his girlfriend dumped him and we both suspect she was cheating on him. And well...its odd, he's been acting friendlier towards me. He hugs me more often, he's been kind to me. But stuff has been getting rough for him too... He goes to therapy now because he's bipolar and he bottles stuff up so he's going crazy. Thankfully I haven't snapped yet and hide everything better than he does.
awww hun that sucks major ash. i know that feeling all to well. it hurts alot. thats when i started cutting, it went downhill from there. it'll get better, don't worry.
boys...u cant stand em' u cant live withouth them. I have been in that almost same situation before. But he cheated on me with none other than my "sister". He was actually my first. Getting back with him isn't gonna be easy or the same, the situation just gets worse. Find some one who will love u first for who and what you are...before u give your heart to him......
*sigh* its tuff being rejected but (dont yell at me lol) there is someone out their that is meant to be with you ... you just have to wait awhile.. i have that same problem so i know what your going through *hugs* bye
You are so right I know boys suck like hell. I hate my ex whom I just broke up with yesterday. I hope he dies and burns in hell then ill be happy^_^ why do boys have to be such dickheads.I thought he didnt like me. He finaly asked me out then he didnt want anyone to know about us. he said he could controll me and I told him to go f*** himself
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