I'm sorry.
I know I'm stupid and I know what I did was wrong.
And I can never ever do anything to make things better,
and I can never bring my brother Robby back..I know.
I swear I'd give him my life anyday.
I killed my brother, my best friend..
all because I was stupid enough to drink and drive.
It was MY mistake and he paid for it.
I'm sorry to everyone that loved him as much as I did.
And...I should have died...not him.
He was too young.
I will never forgive myself for what I've done
and I don't expect any of you to either.
What I did was behond dumb.
I took away his life and I walked away with hardly a scratch.
I don't deserve to live.
Why did you take him and not me God?
Hate me.
All of you hate me please.
I deserve every cuss word thrown at me
and every judgment too.
Cuz I will never forgive myself.
Ever.
And I don't expect any of you to either..
I'm...sorry.
I know it doesn't mean much now
but that's all I can do.
I can't bring Robby back from the dead
so all I can say is sorry..
I'm back
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alright,still standing strong for you.
im always here,when you need someone.
it was his time to leave this earth,and it wasn't yours.
if it was yours you would have died,and not him.
so you have the RIGHTto live.
and guess what?you should take it and hold on.
because I have feeling you are going places,you are SO amazing.
and deserve everything good,everything.
you won't ever not feel guilty anymore,and Ican't make you not feel that,but I can tell you everyday,that you are an amazing guy babe.
so keep living.
(:
p.s.-this is nickie xD