I'm sorry.
I know I'm stupid and I know what I did was wrong.
And I can never ever do anything to make things better,
and I can never bring my brother Robby back..I know.
I swear I'd give him my life anyday.
I killed my brother, my best friend..
all because I was stupid enough to drink and drive.
It was MY mistake and he paid for it.
I'm sorry to everyone that loved him as much as I did.
And...I should have died...not him.
He was too young.
I will never forgive myself for what I've done
and I don't expect any of you to either.
What I did was behond dumb.
I took away his life and I walked away with hardly a scratch.
I don't deserve to live.
Why did you take him and not me God?
Hate me.
All of you hate me please.
I deserve every cuss word thrown at me
and every judgment too.
Cuz I will never forgive myself.
Ever.
And I don't expect any of you to either..
I'm...sorry.
I know it doesn't mean much now
but that's all I can do.
I can't bring Robby back from the dead
so all I can say is sorry..
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strong and clear
real and here.
waiting for you,to forgive yourself.
if it wasnt his time,he wouldnt have gone.
you need to forgive and forget,that it was stupid.
it was an accident unintentional.
you dont deserve the torture you deserve the glory.
Im sorry
This is beyond hard
just to even think about
and you need forgive yourself and move on
i know that seems impossible
but its not
Itll just take time
but your brother wouldnt want you to feel like this
it was really stupid what you did
but if it wasnt his time he wouldnt have gone
it was ment to happen
i no that sounds horrible but its true
time heals all wounds*
i hope youll forgive yourself
Listen.. I know you probably wont see this for a while..
But I miss you.. I miss the conversations we had.. They were pointless and stupid.. But thats what I miss..
Your pointless, random self.. :(
...If you ever get up to the time.. And you see this..
Ive added you.. My idols.. And I still love you!
Its okay
i kno you can't bring him back
but I hope you know he forgives you
he's your brother
BTW you probably r wondering
"who the fuck ish this?"
cuz yea, I hadn't talked to you or robby in months
but now that you made a mistake like this,
learn from it
do something about it
you know, start a charity against drunk driving or something
IDK. :)
im offering you what little bit of sanity i have left
(my lifes been a bit hectic)
cuz i kno you may need it
whenever you need to talk
drop a comment :)
and if you want, email me
at lavendersuicide@yahoo.com
I dont check it everyday,
but I check it a lot
Hm....well......
Basically, what you did WAS incredibly stupid.
And retarded...and so on............
But it was probably fate, anyway.....
and you were meant to......well........................
all I'm trying to say is I forgive you.
We all do.
And Robby probably does, too.......
*voice trails off, gets a bit teary-eyed and walks away*
