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My name is Heather Nicole. I am 14 and live in the state of Ohio. I will be 15 on September 7th and for my age I am very independent. My parents are divorced. They got divorced when I was 11. My life has been crazy since then. I have an AMAZING boyfriend named Dain. I love him till death and I don't know what I would do without him by my side. He always has a way to make me smile even if I am in the worst mood. I still don't believe I deserve him; he is too good for me. I can trust him with my life and always know he is never going to leave. He is mine forever<3 4/7/09 :) I have made a lot of mistakes in my life but please don't judge me for them. I do not have any regrets, for life is too short. I tend to think alot. And I tend to be very creative. I like to draw, read, and write. And I play trumpet and am learning guitar. This year has been absolutely crazy for me. I have realized some of the people I was hanging out with maybe weren't the best in the world and only stabbed me in the back in the end. I also realized who my true friends were. These are the people who have been there for me and have cared and mean the world to me. For these people I will do anything. Dain Dennison Mike O'Brien Heather Mlckouvsky Katrena and Erin Grantham and Scarlet Detweiler So...I learned something new about life today(7/29/2009). I realized that life is too short to worry about yourself. Family is just as important and so are your friends. And the moment you think everything is going perfectly fine...you will figure out it's not. And you will get hurt. My mother and I got in a huge fight and I left to go stay with my dad for a while. Everyone just needed to calm down. And my dad said to me... "Maybe...maybe, Heather, you should worry about other things than just yourself right now...Have you even thought about your grandparents lately? Have you called them and asked how they were doing? (A few weeks ago my grandparents were in a car accident.)" Well they hadn't been in the hospital so I asked what he meant. It turns out my grandfather has a tumor on his brain. It was found once before but only the size of a pin head on his pituitary gland. Now it is 25x bigger(maybe more) and the doctor does not know without a biopsy if it is malignant or benign. And my grandmother has broken vertebrae that was not found the first time she got a CAT scan. Three ribs are broken and the vertebrae those are connected to are as well. So now if she moves a certain way she will be paralyzed. Well...later the next day I got a text message from my boyfriend saying "I just had to dig a grave" So I said what? I didnt know what he was talking about. "Two of the newborn kittens died." So I said "aww sweetie it will be okay..." And he said. "They were only babies...they should have lived..." And for some reason...that statement made me cry... And then I lisen to the song by Cartel called Wasted. And from the lyrics The baby takes his first breath The mother never knew he only had a few left And the father gets a call in the middle of the night His breath gets short and his chest gets tight But he's sixteen and he's driving too fast Takes a turn to the left It would be his last Nobody knows what happens if he turns to the right Nobody in the car would have died that night But he's thirty-two and invincible The cancer he had, it was visceral He never saw it coming Thought he had his whole life Sick in the morning and he died in the night But we're all so... We're on the run But we are aware, oh, oh We're wasted No, no, no We're all wasted We're wasted No, no We're all wasted Seven years old Got his bat in his hand He's looking for his father And he doesn't understand Cause dad's too busy Got some deals on the way His son sits alone as the children play And he's eighteen He couldn't wait to move out His parents wonder what all the rush is about They never bothered with his dreams Only thinking of theirs Wonders why he doesn't call And why he doesn't care But he's thirty-two and invincible With everything he is based on principle He never had a truly happy moment in his life He didn't want the kids And he didn't want his wife We're wasted No, no, no We're all wasted We're wasted No, no We're all wasted We're wasted We're all wasted We're all wasted No, no We're all wasted Twenty-three now Got his life in his hands He's looking all around And he doesn't understand Cause life's too busy Things get in the way We all feel alone every single day And I'm eighteen I couldn't wait to move out It's been five years and now I'm starting to doubt Whether all my dreams are just aimless stares Looking off to some place that isn't there When I'm thirty-two, will I be miserable With everything around based on principle? Will I have a clue? Wouldn't it be nice To never be alone in this wasted life? We're wasted No, no, no We're all wasted We're wasted No, no We're all wasted We're wasted We're all wasted We're all wasted No, no We're all wasted We're wasted We're wasted We're wasted No, no All wasted Well anyways I came up with the fact that some people like myself need to slow down every once in a while and check up on loved ones....and take away some time from their own life and donate it to someone else who may not have it so well. Well anyways...If you have anything else you would like to know about me...Just add me and ask me!!! :) I love to talk and meet new people so if you wanna text or AIM ask for my info... (: ǝןoɔıᴎ ɹǝɥʇɐǝH~ AND THESE ARE SOME OF MY FAVORITE GRAPHICS :)
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