everything about you makes me want to sing. the way you make me smile without even saying anything. the way you always leave me cute comments when im not on for a while...or how you always forgive me for being gone so long. i love you and all your flaws. in fact, the only flaw you have is me. your always so sweet and forgiving. your beautiful and funny and im just a simple sam. but im lucky. im so so so very lucky. my heart skipped a beat the first time i met you, and i knew i had to get to know you more. you've always been this way, and i admire that. you've never changed for anybody for any reason whatsoever. you should know that your perfect the way you are. never forget it. i ramble a lot about how immaculate you are a lot in these kinds of things because i just cant quite word what it is i want to say. maybe what im trying to say that your different from anyone ive ever met and theres nothing better i can think of then making you my bride and slowly growing old together. or maybe im just trying to say that you are indescribable and unique and can make anyone feel like flying. maybe its a little more simple but a lot more heartfelt; i love you and i mean it with an emotion i cant describe. its a controlling emotion that you could mold into whatever you want. i'll do anything for you. shave my head, jump off a cliff, dump all my friends...it doesnt matter. as long as i have you, theres nothing that could possibly go wrong. i'm crazy and stupid and i love you.
and yet....
i still dont feel like ive actually said what needs to be said. i need you to feel like a princess on a thrown being adored by all her peers. because thats what you are. your a beautiful kindhearted girl and everyone loves you...but i love you most haha (: its like, every person in this world has there own fairytale story, and your my happy ending. i am far more than sorry for everything i have ever done to you. the heartbreak you've suffered from me. the days or sometimes even weeks when i cant get on for you. the times where i steal your face and eat lots of cheeseburgers. you just have to live with so much. im tired of you always feeling like you have to bear the weight of the world on your shoulders, and im tired of not being there for you when you need me most. i wish i hadent been a bad kid and ran away, so then maybe we could talk more. and i wish i hadent been so foolish as to let people persuade me into things that could ever possible hurt you. there are a lot of things i wish i hadent done in the past, but somehow you still care for me. if it wasn't for you i wouldn't be who i am. how am i supposed to keep all to myself when i can see everything that i could ever need is standing right in front of me? i love you mimi, i dont think i could ever say it enough. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
i love you. p.s. i'll try my best to get on more. i miss you a whole fxcking lot.
