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holycity writes:

I don't have people wrapped around my finger.
These people really do care and love Grant just as
much as I do. So think what you want but I know.
And uhh, correction. You don't know the real me neither.
Real friend? Oh, you're saying "I" am just not?You better
look in the mirror.And I guess we're not real friends.
Not even close to friends anymore.So whatever.And you
actually trust those quotes?Gah,and you call be gullible.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NEK0hp6GXD8

Posted on: Nov 21st 2009, 4:36:05pm

holycity writes:

I don't want to hear this, especially now.
I don't care about your opinion anymore and
I don't care about what you say. It's my life.
Not your's. Quit acting like a mother, you're not
one. Let's just get this thing over with so Kayla
will be happy and atleast to say we tried.

Posted on: Nov 20th 2009, 9:45:47pm

bea$t. writes:

ehh nuthin much :)
just on myspace && facebook lol.
hbu?

Posted on: Nov 19th 2009, 6:44:09pm

bea$t. writes:

added back :$

Posted on: Nov 18th 2009, 8:51:32pm

holycity writes:

Not all.
Mr Rett came up to
my mum and you even
said so yourself to
the nurse that you
were sent there to
check on me.And that
was all.And if you
read Kayla's message,
what do you think?Should
we,or should we not do it?

Posted on: Nov 18th 2009, 7:07:59am

holycity writes:

Agreed.

Posted on: Nov 17th 2009, 8:12:32pm

holycity writes:

Yes,she did.Me and my mum saw her walk all the way down to the high school end
with a note... The reason you most likely did was because
you were sent to check on me by the teachers and you carried my freakin
bookbag to me.That's probably why.But you have been acting VERY
self-centered and don't deny it because you know its true.
And I was majorly pissed too and so pained and stressed and
you don't see me blasting into space.No,I left.I had to.
My head felt like it was bleeding from all that pressure
and goddamn if I know what the neuorologist is going to say
next week when he finds out all those fuckin pills are doing
nothing but making me weaker,lightheaded,and more painful.
And as I said in my other message *After I read your note,
I was,and still am,READY to move on if you still want out.
-
Yes,you did say that.And I explained to you that it was true
that very day you said it.It was in first period not too long
ago... 'seem' is a small word compared to i 'do' love you.
you just won't open your eyes and see what i'm trying to
do for you,for me,for grant,and for everyone else i've left
out because of my goddamn stupidity..say it?you want me to
do more than that?sierra,i would've showed you how much i
loved you and cared about you months ago but you know what
i was feeling then, i needed the approval.now i don't,but
i have grant and he needs my support.why can't you respect
that?why can't you respect what i actually am trying to do
and what i need so very much?you may think he's a perv or
whatever else you called him last night,but that doesn't
change my opinion of him.kathy is all you've ever dreamed
for..grant is all i've ever dreamed for..when do i get a happy ending
for once in my life?..i have nothing.

Posted on: Nov 17th 2009, 7:20:07pm

holycity writes:

Is that why your mum came to the school while you were
in algebra?And if you cried for Grant,why were you being
so cruel about it last night?It was like you didn't care
for him and didn't care that I cared for him at all.
And why did you tell Salma to go and stay away?This isn't
her fault and you know that.
And you're not the only one who is hurting right now,whether
it's over grant or over something else.My day has been
horrible and not all of it has been about grant.
I'm can't stand to cry.I'm so soft-hearted that it isn't
even funny and I hate it.I embarrassed myself infront of
all of the highschool and middle school.
I wanted to strangle Blake today.Show off and fucktard;
And you can't blame this all on me,you know it isn't all
my fault.I tried but you just won't accept any of my pathetic
excuses.They're worth nothing anyways.I don't know why I try
when you won't even listen to me.You think you know everything
and you don't.You've been so self-centered to even realize
how much this hurts me,whether I'm attached to him or not,
and how much I'm just hurting over this fucked up life.
And I'm ready.. When I read your note for the first time,
and I handed you that; I meant I was,and still am,ready to
move on if you leave.

Posted on: Nov 17th 2009, 5:09:34pm

tinkerbell961993 writes:

I didnt tell her anything
she saw it on my page

Posted on: Nov 17th 2009, 5:03:38pm

holycity writes:

Something
So now you're running. It's hard to see clearly when I make you angry. You're stuck in the past, and now you're screaming, so can you forgive me? I've treated you badly, but I am still here. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still waiting. Sometimes I'm shaking. That's how you make me. Sometimes I question why I'm still here. Sometimes I think I am going crazy. Can you help me understand? And now you wish that you meant something. And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. And now you wish that you met someone. And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. (Something to somebody else) And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. You look at me through clouded eyes. I know you see through my lies. See the sky, see the stars. All of this could be ours. Out of sight, out of mind. We've been through this a thousand times. Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy. Can you help me understand? And now you wish that you meant something. And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. And now you wish that you met someone. And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. You know I would wait forever. Yes, I would wait. (I would wait) You know I would wait forever. Yes, I would wait. And now you wish that you meant something. And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. And now you wish that you met someone. And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. And I'm the one that should mean something. But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else. Something to somebody else, something to somebody else.
- Escape The Fate

---
This is how I feel. You want to leave like you say, go ahead. I will not try to stop you this time. If you think this is best, you were always right in the past. I shall let go and move on. No matter your choice, I will leave you alone. But I will be there if you do ever need me, near future or far future. I do love you, but if you want to move on, I will not stop you from doing what you want. I shall write you back from today's note and give it to you tomorrow and if not tomorrow, sometime this week, or whenever I can come up with the words I cannot seem to get out.

Posted on: Nov 17th 2009, 3:54:52pm

tinkerbell961993 writes:

what did she do sierra

Posted on: Nov 17th 2009, 9:22:02am

foreverr. writes:

Aweh<33 I made you stay with a little help
from Kathy?? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Posted on: Nov 17th 2009, 3:14:17am

addictive.yellow.rubber.ducky writes:

sorry,hun
i was busy working
some things out.
whats wrong?i hope
you're okay and i'm
so sorry i wasn't on
when you needed me.

Posted on: Nov 16th 2009, 8:28:06pm

tinkerbell961993 writes:

hun whats the matter u cant just say that and then not explain please

Posted on: Nov 16th 2009, 7:52:04pm

tinkerbell961993 writes:

just a ton of drama and whats up with you
how you feeling

Posted on: Nov 16th 2009, 7:41:27pm