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"I hate to say that AwsmStar7 died this year on feb 20 only 18 years old "


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Name:   awsmstar7Ranking:   --
Birthday:   1988-09-16Country:   Japan
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nice some times, crazy, fun, funny, Insane knows how to have a good time I LOVE to play video games and any kind of Anime I love J-rock i have two personalitys this personality and Maude he is a little insane and evil and crazzzzzzzzyyyyyyy somtimes heheeheheheheheh Mwahahahahahahahaha Mwahahahahahahahaa*cough cough hack* sorry aboout that

Im bipolar, and sikso, call me crazy but i dont care Im also a Wiccan, im also bi, i love the Parelnormal, i love vampires
and i love you all

I love acting, danceing, writing poetry, drawing, Anime, singing, and listen to music such as

My Chemical Romance
Emilie Autumn
The Killers
Weezer
Primus
Reggie and the Full Effect
tecno
ALDBCK
Gackt
Malice Mizer
Kagrra
Gazette
Starlit
Glay
alice nine
Ayumi Hamasaki
bis
BLOOD
Dir en Grey
Due le Quartz

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Hitomi
Hikaru Utada
kagerou
Karma Shenjing
kra
L'arc~en~Ciel
Miyavi
Nami Tamaki
Psycho le Cmu
Schwarz Stein
The Trax
Metalica
Adam and His Packege
Joust
Queen
Green Day
Blink 182
Good Charlotte
Dave Mathews
A Perfect Circle
AFI
All American Rejects
Cranberries
Chevelle
Fall Out Boy
Hawthorne Heights
Linkin Park
Jet
Lifehouse
Maroon Five
New Found Glory
Papa Roach
REM
Seether
Saliva
Simple Plan
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
Avenged Sevenfold
PLACEBO
HIM
Korn
My Ruin
the START
HOLE
Bleeding Through
Fear Cult
Tragic Black
The Cure
Bella Morte
Bauhaus
Dead To Fall
Remembering Never
The Misfits
Coal Chamber
Panic! At The Disco
DEATH BY STEREO
Kittie ..........and many more




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samintina writes:
aw that was even better!


Posted on: Oct 15th 2006, 5:51:41pm

samintina writes:
She had always liked him
But never truly knew why
He never talked to her
His friends had made her cry


She smiled at him in the hall
He just turned his head
He did not care about her
Is what he always said


But she kept her chin up
And she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside
A hole that she could fill


His friends soon caught word
Of her feelings toward him
They found it hysterical
But her love did not dim


She knew that she was better
Than what they thought she was
But still her heart was his
For reasons she knew not of


She slowly became more forlorn
Slipping deep into a hole
He was still ignoring her
Breaking her delicate soul


But her love did not falter
She always thought of him
But all the rumors about her
Put her closer to the brim


On the final day
His friends played a trick
Told her that he loved her
Just to watch her tick


Sadly she believed them
And she was overjoyed
Little did she know
That it was all a ploy


She went up to him
To make sure that he knew
That she knew how he felt
And that she loved him too


He did not understand
So all he did was stare
Telling her repeatedly
That he really did not care


She was finally over the edge
She knew it could not be true
I thought they said he loved her
But deep inside she knew


She could not comprehend
How to go on living her life
So she went in to the kitchen
Pulled out the sharpest knife


She screamed into the air
This is not how it should be
She screamed all the things
That she wished that he would see


She spoke of her love
She cried of her pain
She whispered of what happened
How it could never be the same


And with her last strength
She scribbled her final note
She explained everything
And this is what she wrote:


Take the shining knife,
And cut open my wrists
Watch the blood flow out
It couldve ended with a kiss


Take the bloody knife
Write words into my skin
Tell me that you hate me
Make the pain begin


Take the knife and hold it up
So that everyone can see
That this is the pain
You were always causing me


She watched the blood pour out
Collapsing on the floor
Little did she know
That he was at the door


He did not get an answer
As he screamed her name
He told her he was sorry
What he said was really lame


He did not want to give up
He wanted her to know
That he really did like her
Just did not let it show


He did not care about his friends
They were not his anymore
So please, wont you please
Just open the damn door


He walked to the window
Saw her lying there
He pounded on the glass
Crying in despair


He broke through the glass
And knelt down on the floor
Looking at the girl
He had always adored


Desperately calling for help
She was still alive
He tried to bandage wounds
Please God let her survive


He held her so close
As the ambulance drew near
I really do love you
He whispered in her ear.


Please dont give up
I'll try to help you through
We will make it work
You know I love you too.


Posted on: Oct 14th 2006, 11:00:34pm

samintina writes:
ha my mom tried taking me to a mental hospital several times so I guess were even...


Posted on: Oct 8th 2006, 8:25:54pm

samintina writes:
whats new?


Posted on: Oct 5th 2006, 6:36:23pm

pill writes:
harsh, it just shows you that they can't handel it LOL you'll be like "15 down, 5 more to go till i breck my recored lol!"


Posted on: Sep 25th 2006, 8:32:08pm

sailor_moon101 writes:
Yeaa we can be friendsz!!!


Posted on: Sep 25th 2006, 7:53:07pm

pill writes:
damn i hate foster parents, they try to act like THEY are your parents or that your poor or something lol.


Posted on: Sep 22nd 2006, 11:51:27pm

pill writes:
Im good, just got back on my feet from some rough times but it's all good LOL


Posted on: Sep 21st 2006, 11:47:54pm

pill writes:
naw i kinda still do the rituals and i still sometimes read my books of spells but, im just to busy to draw that circle LOL that dark light go to me damn....


Posted on: Sep 17th 2006, 2:37:00pm

pill writes:
Sure! Aw i used to be a Wiccan! LOL


Posted on: Sep 16th 2006, 10:14:43pm

me_goth_hellz_yea writes:
yea i guess lol


Posted on: Sep 13th 2006, 3:47:33pm

me_goth_hellz_yea writes:
ehh
started school like almost a month ago


Posted on: Sep 9th 2006, 3:17:05pm

samintina writes:
eh...I don't eat breakfest (no time) so....fell special 4 once =D


Posted on: Sep 8th 2006, 5:09:40pm

rainfox34 writes:
Okay! I love friends. =D


Posted on: Sep 8th 2006, 4:46:47pm

gothpunk_sk8r writes:
Hey sure we could be friends.


Posted on: Sep 8th 2006, 10:07:17am
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